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If you have not already done so, you might want to consider starting at How Does It Work, Possible ProblemIs It Fixable and then Playing the Game. These pages build off of each other.

What else is there to say? 
Sometimes it is complicated. 
But NOT impossible

Frenemies

The Oxford English Dictionary (Oct. 7, 2019) described a frenemy as “a person who combines the characteristics of a friend and enemy.” I would have to say it described quite well the challenges I was facing.  Keeping in mind the idea of a weak D.I.S.H.© caused energy fields to combine, I was like one of those static cling commercials that were promoting the need for fabric softener.  I was walking around with everything zapping to grab onto me.  Everything had energy.  Everything affected me.  No wonder I was SO ALLERGIC to everything!  Because of this weak D.I.S.H.©, whatever I did to make myself stronger also became a part of my energy field. 

Necessary Evils

What was I to do?  Give up?  No.  I decided to be proactive about the problem.  

External

  • Before I ate or drank ANYTHING, I would place a trace amount on a napkin and put it in my pocket or sock.  It was enough to keep me from gaining more food allergies!  Most of the time, I held it for 25 hours.  Occasionally, it took longer.  And over time, as I learned more about A.F.T.E.R.™, the food allergies started going away.  Not a quick fix, but after having an anaphylactic reaction to peanut butter, who would have thought I could eat it again.  It took two years, but the allergy is GONE!   
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  • Any medication or supplements I took, I placed in a baggie.  I held it all the time.  I think this enabled my body to focus on just the problem, instead of the problem and the pills. 

Internal

  • For the first six years, these external factors were easy to recognize.  I also knew there were internal factors of emotions that would impact people’s health.  But as the “Really Bad Guys” from Camp Lejeune became more daunting, I realized there were other internal factors as well.  
  • The hormones and chemical reactions that took place in my body when my body was trying to fight these Bad Guys off could also become a part of this energy field.  For example, cortisol.  (I’ll address this further down the page.) 
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It takes four times
longer to heal when
intense emotions
accompany the injury.

Things are NOT always as they seem

As I fine tuned this A.F.T.E.R.™, I started noticing that sometimes a combination of two things would ‘act like’ something else.  Think how the color orange was made with red and yellow.  Applying this idea was HUGE for me.  Are they actually the same frequencies, or close enough?  I don’t know.  But using that concept, I eliminated my 2 ½ years of chronic leg bone pain OVERNIGHT!

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    Troublemakers

    I had a plethora of frequencies that I needed to deal with for my body to regain its health.  I had many minor characters.  Several major characters.  And a few that I would name Really Bad Guys.  Well, these Really Bad Guys were indeed a challenge.  They usually had a characteristic or two that made it particularly difficult to get the upper hand on them.  But I’m wondering now if I had known then what I knew now, would that still be the case?  Maybe so, but figuring it out definitely seemed to take longer than actually doing it.  The two main problems that these Really Bad Guys caused I’ll summarize below. 

    Benzyl Ring

    I am not even going to pretend I understand the structure and chemical properties of this benzyl ring.  But I do know that it appeared as if frequencies would become “trapped” in those rings.  Benzene & L-Phenylalanine both had these circular rings to them.  Benzene was constantly a challenge.  If HE was there, it was bad, period.  Because HE was bad.  For L-Phenylalanine, a good guy, an amino acid the body needed, well…I didn’t think about him being a problem.  

    woman and man handcuffed together with a diamond ring on the woman's hand

    But, if something bad was trapped inside of good ‘ole L-Phenylalanine, it would have to leave with the bad stuff.  There was no separating of the two, so it seemed.

    Harmful Byproduct

    My definition of byproduct is what is created when the toxin I targeted was destroyed.  Sometimes the byproduct that was created was more harmful to the body than the toxin itself.  Other times, when the toxin or its byproduct was being forced out, it might take nutrients and hormones with it.  Or put an extra strain on my organs.  If I just remembered to be vigilant here, I did okay.  I needed to just see this product as another toxin to add to ‘the batch’.

    If I just remembered to be vigilant here,
    I did okay. 
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    Childhood

    Ah, childhood.  Talk about something completely out of someone’s control.  Out of anyone’s personal control… Something that had been said and done a long time ago for us adults.  However, new studies have said there was a close correlation between a person’s adult health and unusual stresses that some children were exposed to.  There are organizations out there trying to prevent this from continuing to happen.  But what about the ones who are adults now?  Was it too late for them?  For me?  Another thing controlling my health that was outside of my control?  Yes?  Or so I thought

    I was wrong!  I think I figured something out here too.  I just also needed to add it to the ‘pile’ of problems.  Bring it on. 

    Adverse Childhood Experiences

    An Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACE) are described as potentially traumatic events that occur in childhood before the age of 18.  Again, I am only talking about one little corner of this huge topic.  I want to address this topic in light of the idea of D.I.S.H.©

    When other people sin against you,
    it is NOT your sin.
    Don’t bear the burden.

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    FIGHT 
    or Flight!!

    Cortisol

    One of the focuses of this cause of later health problems was too much cortisol.  Could A.F.T.E.R.™ somehow be applied here too?  I decided to give it a try.  This was when I realized there were more internal FRENEMIES than just emotions.  

    Too much cortisol in the body caused health problems.  How do I get this excess cortisol out?  I wondered if I could fix this.  Would treating it like it was mis-information work?  I held cortisol in my energy field.  I gave it an exit ramp. (Car analogy on the Possible Problem page.)  It worked for me!

    Black outs

    Sometimes another problem that would accompany an intense ACE would be a black out. No idea of what happened.  Just a block of time with no information.  So, not only was mis-information (sort of) a problem, but so was missing information.  I’ve heard sometimes returning to where a traumatic event happened provided closure to the victim.  Does this returning to a place bring closure because the subconscious mind is able to fill in the missing gaps of the environment the event happened in?  I could not physically do that,  We have moved so many times.  It was not a choice for me.  Could visualizing it help?  Not visualizing the event. Nor thinking about the event itself and the emotions it would bring on.  But thinking about everything in my environment when this event occurred.  My body did not like missing information.

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    What do I mean?  Let me explain what I did in one situation.  This particular situation was not a blackout for me, but I have done these same steps when a blackout or ‘blocked out’ had occurred.  

    When I was about ten years old, shortly after I had fallen asleep, I was awakened to my mom screaming for me.  I ran into my parents’ bedroom to see my dad laying on the floor and my mom doing CPR on him!  She told me to call the ambulance.  I did.  She then told me to wait outside to make it easier for them to find our house.  It seemed like it was sprinkling off and on as I stood in the front yard, waiting.  They eventually arrived.  

    This scene kept repeating in my head.  My mind was searching for missing information.  What did I do back then?  I dialed the phone.  Plastic.  Electricity.  Ink of the numbers?  What was I wearing?  It was vinyl tile on my bare feet.  The fumes of the ambulance engine.  The memory returned again.  I was still missing something.  The ‘batch’ I was working on was about chemicals.  What was I missing?  What other possible chemical was there?

    What made the memory stop returning?  I remembered it was my sister’s first date with her now husband.  She had returned from her date just before they loaded my dad into the back of the ambulance.  I thought…first date, maybe she had on perfume.  He had stood next to me and patted my shoulder.  Maybe he was wearing cologne.  Boom.  That was it!  That was the missing information my mind was searching for.  Some chemical in the cologne.  It was all I needed to know. 

    I haven’t thought about this particular event again until writing about it just now.

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    How do I know it was the missing information?  I had noticed a pattern.  Whenever I would ‘find’ the missing piece of information my mind was searching for, there would be a change in my breathing pattern.  I would either yawn, cough, sneeze, take a deep breath, have a small string of five to seven really short breaths or be unable to take a breath for a few seconds.  The ‘low energy’ (low seratonin?) would then disappear immediately!  My energy would return.  I would feel the strength of my D.I.S.H.© being strong again.  

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      Womb Twin Survivor

      Just because something was not probable, it did not mean it was not possible.  In fact, some researchers even speculate that 10% of the population would fall under this category of being a womb twin survivor.  Again, the amazing thing about the internet is that you can get lost for weeks on any one subject.  This subject of womb twin survivor is no exception.  Maybe this womb twin survivor could be lumped in with being an Adverse Childhood Experience.  Maybe.  Probably.  There is evidence that intense emotions are involved. 

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      When I was ten years old, my mom had told me I was a twin.  She told me again in my early twenty’s, but I had forgotten all about it.  Or so I thought.  

      When I was particularly ill in my early 40’s, my mind kept returning to the idea of being a twin.  I would always push the idea down, half convinced I was crazy that it had anything to do with any of these health issues.  I would later find out that this had everything to do with it on a physical level.  

      My body had absorbed her and was now trying to remove her.   (In rare cases when this happened, it would be during a big hormonal shift in the body.  I had a newborn and just turned 40.  Yeah, I think that qualified…) Can’t prove it though.

      Emotions

      Back to the idea of this experience being an ACE.  I wanted to share with you what I learned from a YouTube video I came across just little over a year ago.  (I need to find it again and put it here.)  This man (I can’t remember his name or title) talked about the most interesting thing he noticed about twins in his fifteen years of studying them.  He said it was the feeling of loss when one of the twins died.  He said, unlike other siblings – when the degree of loss was based on the length and intensity of the relationship – a twin’s loss was of the same intensity whether it was after 5 days in utero or both living into their 40’s before one passes away!  My flood gates opened up.  I cried.  It was okay to grieve.  It was good to grieve.  So… I GRIEVED.  I felt like this grieving process FREED ME.  So many things in my life, things I did and didn’t do, made sense now.  I was able to move forward.  These emotions were set free.  However, there were still the physical challenges nagging me.

      It was okay to grieve.
      It was good to grieve.
      So... I GRIEVED.

      Amniotic Fluid

      I’m still working on this topic.  It is my current challenge.  It and plastic (vinyl chloride from Camp Lejeune).  I know logically it has made total sense that amniotic fluid would eventually be a factor too.  I also know the fact my mom being pregnant with me when exposed to Camp Lejeune and scarlet fever will also wiggle their way into the equation.  As well as her coming down with Chicken Pox.  This was followed by a chest x-ray, Pneumonia, and medication!  Which in turn resulted in her thinking she miscarried.  She was surprised to find out she was still pregnant at her next checkup.  However, there was now only one heart beat.  My twin had died.  Yep, sometimes it can be complicated.  

      We don’t know

      WHAT we don’t know.

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      A.F.T.E.R.™ Amniotic Fluid Questions
      I DO NOT have the answers to.

      • What I do know  when I was in utero, the amniotic fluid acted as a protective barrier from the outside world.
      • What I do know... amniotic fluid traveled throughout my developing body.  I inhaled and swallowed and excreted it.
        • What I DO NOT know… WAS this process necessary for proper organ development?  Did this fluid become ‘part of’ my organs?
        • What I DO NOT know… DID the toxins from Camp Lejeune hurt me? (probably)
        • What I DO NOT know… DID the toxins from my dead twin hurt me?
        • What I DO NOT know… DOES the coating of the organs stay?
      • What I do know brain stem cells are located in the intestines and the brain.
        • What I DO NOT know… WHAT did this tainted amniotic fluid from the dead twin and Camp Lejeune do to my brain stem cells? 
        • What I DO NOT know… ARE her brain stem cells mixed up with mine? 
        • What I DO NOT know… CAN A.F.T.E.R.™ fix this problem?  Is it already fixing it?
      • What I do know L-Phenylalanine (amino acid) is very important for the brain.
      • What I do know… L-Phenylalanine has benzene characteristics.
        • What I DO NOT know… IS L-Phenylalanine causing me problems because of shared amniotic fluid?   (If you think of sorting system failure, maybe…)
        • What I DO NOT know… WHAT happened when these two energy fields combined?  
        • What I DO NOT know… WHAT else combined with these two energy fields?  
        • What I DO NOT know… IS the combination of these fields the last stretch to recovering my health?
      • What I DO SUSPECTI would have been done with A.F.T.E.R.™ by the autumn of 2018 if this amniotic fluid was not a factor.  
      • What I do knowThere is no way I could ever prove any of this.
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      I do NOT even pretend to have all the answers.  In fact, it is quite the opposite. 
      The more I look, the more questions I have.
      However, I know I am now asking questions that I didn’t even knew existed, and that is keeping me moving forward.  

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        I am a patient turned author and guide. I share my hypothesis of an overlooked complementary body system which I believe determines whether or not a person has the opportunity to be well.

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